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Thursday, 17 September 2009
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some days i sit/
staring out the window/
watching this world pass me by/
sometimes i think there's nothing to live for/
i almost break down and cry/
sometimes i think i'm crazy/
i'm crazy, oh so crazy/
why am i here, am i just wasting my time?
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sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders/
everyone's leaning on me
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i act like shit don't phase me/
inside it drives me crazy/
my insecurities could eat me alive
Wednesday, 19 August 2009
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summertime 2009
goals:
*get a job! - first shift completed 7/19
*lose 5 more pounds
*organize my room in vallejo
*move-in to my apartment in SF - first stage completed 6/27
*watch movies!!!!:
^in theatres:
1. up - completed 5/30, 6/6
2. star trek - completed 5/28
3. transformers 2 - completed 6/24
4. public enemies - eh, i could go without
5. my sister's keeper
-read book first!!! - completed 6/5
6. the proposal - completed 6/24
7. 500 days of summer - completed 7/30
8. funny people - completed 7/31
9. julie and julia - completed 8/21
^dvd/whatnot:
1. slumdog millionaire
-read book first!!!
2. pay it forward - completed 8/19
3. forgetting sarah marshall
4. stranger than fiction
5. nick and norah's infinite playlist
6. fireproof - completed 8/5
*new gym membership - completed 6/1
*mani/pedi day
*read through (at least) 3 of the books dennis gave me
1. prolife answers to prochoice arguments
*stay on top of the game with scs confirmation advisors 09-10
*dance...? - completed 7/11
*eat at fenton's for the first time. - completed 7/7
*la vics vs. baldos challenge:
^six flags/baldos day
^great america/la vics day
*davis with my trinity
*galavanting with the guys - completed probably the first day of summer haha.
*play catch up
---added may 27---
*berkeley visits - completed i forgot when...
*sf sleepovers - jf707 on 7/16
*cop/watch psych season 3
*make (at least) one scrapbook - nah, it's coo. haha.
*try new cuban restaurant where baci's used to be
*finish eddie's scarves!!!
---added june 2---
*cop the sims 3 :) (don't hate!) - completed 6/4
---added june 5---
*actually get the sims 3 to work on my laptop :/ - i give up :(
---added june 14---
*cop EWF/Chicago tickets - completed... idk. technically i didn't buy 'em... haha.
Saturday, 15 August 2009
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on repeat =/
step one: you say "we need to talk"
he walks. you say, "sit down, it's just a talk"
he smiles politely back at you
you stare politely right on through
some sort of window to your right
as he goes left and you stay right
between the lines of fear and blame
you begin to wonder why you came
where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life
let him know that you know best
'cause after all, you do know best
try to slip past his defense without granting innocence
lay down a list of what is wrong, the things you've told him all along
and pray to God he hears you
and pray to God he hears you
where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life
as he begins to raise his voice
you lower yours and grant him one last choice
drive 'til you lose the road
or break with the ones you've followed
he will do one of two things:
he will admit to everything
or he'll just say he's not the same
and you'll begin to wonder why you came
where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life
"i don't believe in anything except that those are my damn keys and i want you to give them to me."
"if you cared you would give me my damn keys."
i tried so hard. so damn hard. & it sucks 'cause i know i probably didn't even make a dent.
"no one is worth nothing." listen to yourself.
Sunday, 12 July 2009
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it's been a long time...
to waking up super early 'cause the gig was a good hour and a half away.
to arriving there before everyone else and chillin' in the parking lot for a good half hour.
to being at an amusement park only to practice in the parking lot.
to jokes that last a whole damn day.
to "riding rides", which meant june ashley, monnette, and i had to watch everyone else's shit.
to girl talkin' and not riding roller coasters.
to filipino food!
to getting gypped on our tech time (wtf? 5 min. tech for an 8 min. routine? thanks super crew...)
to "working at target".
to last minute changes in the routine.
to realizing that i'm actually going to perform for the first time in a long time.
to the fact that my heart beats a little too fast before that first beat of that first song.
to performing!
to not getting a funnel cake, but eating off of everyone else's ;)
to eye eighty.
to gabe, leejay, and passion.
to finding super crew and gabe backstage & taking pictures with them!
to waiting extra longer with frenchie just take a picture with that one guy from super crew.
to more funnel cake!
to deep talkin' on the way home 'cause the group was tryna keep me awake <3
to fusion.
to DANCE.
Saturday, 11 July 2009
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'cause i really need to write shit down sometimes...
sunday 7/5:
woke up hella early only to find out that bart doesn't open as early as we thought it would. 8am-3pm dance practice in the city. went back home just in time for mass then bbq &bonfire with some of the realest. everything from praise & worship to boyz II men was sung to our hearts' desire <3
monday 7/6:
dentist appointment #1 early in the morning. then had to go back for #2 'cause the muhfckin cap didn't stay on -_- catechist training session then wingstop with the guys + nessa.
tuesday 7/7:
dentist appointment #3. no joke. gym right after. as soon as i got home, i turned on the tv to catch the last part of the michael jackson memorial. my favorite moment/quote from the whole thing was when pastor lucious smith said, "(paraphrased) now the king of pop must bow down to the King of kings". <3
went to fairfield with rube, jp, & eddie to take advantage of the 50% off everything sale at anchor blue. then went to fenton's for the first time evarrrr (sorry raj. again haha -_-) i prefer leatherby's crab sandwiches, though :) got back home just in time for practice. laid the smackdown on 'em 'cause i just want them to get better... but i only do it 'cause i love 'em, duh <3
wednesday 7/8:
gym in the morning. caught up on cake boss and filled out another job application. this one's for a possible internship for the city of oakland. hopefully this is the one!!!
cym intro retreat leaders meeting. pretty productive. cut right after to go to the drive-in for the first time evarrrr! it was rube, phil, kuya, eddie, hector, nessa, & i. watched transformers 2 again. wish we stayed for star trek, but i had to go home :/
thursday 7/9:
gym in the morning. confirmation advisory meeting at benstar. hella productive!!! i'm excited for that day retreat now :) right after, i ran some errands, got my eyebrows done for the first time in a looooooong time, picked up some food, then headed to miguel's to meet up with the crew before going to practice in the city. i swear this was the first time EVAR that all 10 of us could go! ride there was coo. then we got there and i saw someone i didn't expect to see... ugh whatevs. also got kinda upset when i saw the ending piece & i wasn't in it even though i was one of the first ones to learn it. but it's coo, 'cause i worked my way in there ;) speaking of dance...
-bragging warning-
yanno what feels damn good?
when this happens:
(as jrs vallejo + henzel (honorary member haha) are dancing my piece)
****: henzel, did you make this?
henzel: nuh uh! this is all lisa!
****: damnnn, good shitttt! lisa, it looks hella dope!
-or this:
me: hey *****! haven't seen you in hella long!
*****: i know! *blahblah conversation continues, then...* i saw your piece! it's hella dope!
me: *hella shy* aw, thanks...
*****: no, seriously. your shit is hella. dope.
-or this:
******: your piece is so clean! i hella wanna learn your piece for prelude!
-but this:
i think the best one though was when she watched it & didn't say a fckin' word. that is all i needed :)
sorry, i rarely get to show off. so i'm done with that... haha.
-ends bragging-
friday 7/10:
gym in the morning. cooked breakfast with kuya. cleaned the house then went to raj's for a young adult retreat leaders meeting. ended up meeting over lunch. went back home to clean some more & now i'm not-so-patiently waiting to perform tomorrow at kababayan fest. sooooo fcking juiced. haven't performed in almost a year!!! i should totally be sleeping right now... haha g'night!
shaisa
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- Name: Lisa
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 3/19/2003
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