goals:
*get a job!
*lose 5 more pounds
*organize my room in vallejo
*move-in to my apartment in SF first stage completed 6/27
*watch movies!!!!:
^in theatres:
 1. up - completed 5/30, 6/6
 2. star trek - completed 5/28
 3. transformers 2 - completed 6/24
 4. public enemies
 5. my sister's keeper
     -read book first!!! - completed 6/5
 6. the proposal - completed 6/24
 7. 500 days of summer
 8. funny people
 9. julie and julia
^dvd/whatnot:
 1. slumdog millionaire
     -read book first!!!
 2. pay it forward
 3. forgetting sarah marshall
 4. stranger than fiction
 5. nick and norah's infinite playlist
 6. fireproof
*new gym membership - completed 6/1
*mani/pedi day
*read through (at least) 3 of the books dennis gave me
1. prolife answers to prochoice arguments
*stay on top of the game with scs confirmation advisors 09-10
*dance...?
*eat at fenton's for the first time. - completed 7/7
*la vics vs. baldos challenge:
^six flags/baldos day
^great america/la vics day
*davis with my trinity
*galavanting with the guys - completed probably the first day of summer haha.
*play catch up
---added may 27---
*berkeley visits - completed i forgot when...
*sf sleepovers
*cop/watch psych season 3
*make (at least) one scrapbook - nah, it's coo. haha.
*try new cuban restaurant where baci's used to be
*finish eddie's scarves!!!
---added june 2---
*cop the sims 3 :) (don't hate!) - completed 6/4
---added june 5---
*actually get the sims 3 to work on my laptop :/ - i give up :(
---added june 14---
*cop EWF/Chicago tickets - completed... idk. technically i didn't buy 'em... haha.

i really did not appreciate what you said.

but, as usual, maybe you did not even know you offended me.

someone tried to reassure me, saying "oh, that's just him being him, not knowing what to say."

but seriously, you did not have to say what you did. and whether you meant it toward me or not does not make it less offensive. it was inappropriate. not just to me, but others.

but WHATEVER. you do you i guess. keep living your life the way you do and only listen to advice you want to hear.

i still don't know why i expect too much from you. way too freakin' much.

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now.

1: i feel as if... no, i KNOW that i don't know you anymore. but i will still love you. forevaaaa.
2: your presence makes my day that much worse. why can't you leave?
3: you are truly an inspiration to me, even though i can never tell that to your face.
4: i want to be there for you so badly. CALL ME UP GIRL.
5: i'm glad we're gradually getting over it. *hysterical sobbing voice* i just wanna be friends again!
6: sucks that it turned out the way it did. but i still got your back, fshooo!
7: learn how to take a shower. and open a window.
8: i'm mad at you. but i'm not sure why.
9: i hope i'm not a bad influence to you :(
10. i forgive you.

9 things people may not know about you
1 - i think i might have restless leg syndrome.
2 - whenever i'm in my room and on my laptop and someone calls me, i automatically open up minesweeper.
3 - i'm bored with my life at this moment.
4 - i have a tattoo on my back.
5 - i am extremely shy when it comes to meeting new people by myself.
6 - i'm planning on living in new york for at least two years of my life.
7 - i don't believe in luck. at all.
8 - i always root for the underdog in stories/competitions/etc because i see a lot of myself in them.
9 - i like to pretend that i'm smart.

8 ways to win my heart

1 - pray with me.
2 - dance with me.
3 - joke around with me.
4 - laugh with me.
5 - understand me.
6 - motivate me.
7 - never spoil me.
8 - cook/bake for me.

7 things that cross your mind a lot
1 - "freakin' (insert name here)"
2 - "...this is awkward..."
3 - "...seriously?"
4 - "oh EFF MY LIFE!"
5 - "am i really hungry?"
6 - "what am i doing with my life?"
7 - "i guess"

6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order)
1 - set alarm.