lately:
-i haven't been to the gym in like, two weeks. i feel so fat.
-fusion is hella fun lately!!! so many people have been having the "isn't it so much better now that...(ykno)?" conversation with me and i wholeheartedly agree! haha.
-fusion is probably to blame for the first point 'cause every time i wanna go to the gym in the morning, i end up not 'cause i'm hellllla sore from practice the day before. i love that feeling, though...
-student mass at St. Ignatius is... interesting. 'tis all.
-i used to hate traveling without an ipod. but now i just realized that it gives me more time to think... which is bittersweet.
-school is so tedious.
-work is so tedious.
-i seriously feel fat.
-new laptop, camera, or ipod for black friday? i'm thinking i want windows 7 :) dells laptops are hella cute, too. but i haven't had a camera for hella long :( same with the ipod... ahhh idk.
-no more internship! that place stressed me out...
-i really want to watch wicked!!!! but... nevermind.
-new york after graduation? or maybe san diego... still thinking. depends on grad school, too. i'm reading up on a bunch of 'em. i even bought the princeton review's top business schools of 2010! haha i'm kindof excited...
-fall semester went by pretty fast... thinking of the not-so-distant future is scaring me. seriously :/
-speaking of which... to be general manager or not to be general manager... that is the question.
-my apartment is freaking cold :( sometimes it feels colder inside than it does outside... weird.
-i had a bag of popcorn for dinner last night. talk about regrets. i miss having real food.
-randomrandomrandom.

goals:
*get a job! - first shift completed 7/19
*lose 5 more pounds
*organize my room in vallejo
*move-in to my apartment in SF - first stage completed 6/27
*watch movies!!!!:
^in theatres:
 1. up - completed 5/30, 6/6
 2. star trek - completed 5/28
 3. transformers 2 - completed 6/24
 4. public enemies - eh, i could go without
 5. my sister's keeper
     -read book first!!! - completed 6/5
 6. the proposal - completed 6/24
 7. 500 days of summer - completed 7/30
 8. funny people - completed 7/31
 9. julie and julia - completed 8/21
^dvd/whatnot:
 1. slumdog millionaire
     -read book first!!!
 2. pay it forward - completed 8/19
 3. forgetting sarah marshall
 4. stranger than fiction
 5. nick and norah's infinite playlist
 6. fireproof - completed 8/5
*new gym membership - completed 6/1
*mani/pedi day
*read through (at least) 3 of the books dennis gave me
1. prolife answers to prochoice arguments
*stay on top of the game with scs confirmation advisors 09-10
*dance...? - completed 7/11
*eat at fenton's for the first time. - completed 7/7
*la vics vs. baldos challenge:
^six flags/baldos day
^great america/la vics day
*davis with my trinity
*galavanting with the guys - completed probably the first day of summer haha.
*play catch up
---added may 27---
*berkeley visits - completed i forgot when...
*sf sleepovers - jf707 on 7/16
*cop/watch psych season 3
*make (at least) one scrapbook - nah, it's coo. haha.
*try new cuban restaurant where baci's used to be
*finish eddie's scarves!!!
---added june 2---
*cop the sims 3 :) (don't hate!) - completed 6/4
---added june 5---
*actually get the sims 3 to work on my laptop :/ - i give up :(
---added june 14---
*cop EWF/Chicago tickets - completed... idk. technically i didn't buy 'em... haha.

to waking up super early 'cause the gig was a good hour and a half away.
to arriving there before everyone else and chillin' in the parking lot for a good half hour.
to being at an amusement park only to practice in the parking lot.
to jokes that last a whole damn day.
to "riding rides", which meant june ashley, monnette, and i had to watch everyone else's shit.
to girl talkin' and not riding roller coasters.
to filipino food!
to getting gypped on our tech time (wtf? 5 min. tech for an 8 min. routine? thanks super crew...)
to "working at target".
to last minute changes in the routine.
to realizing that i'm actually going to perform for the first time in a long time.
to the fact that my heart beats a little too fast before that first beat of that first song.
to performing!
to not getting a funnel cake, but eating off of everyone else's ;)
to eye eighty.
to gabe, leejay, and passion.
to finding super crew and gabe backstage & taking pictures with them!
to waiting extra longer with frenchie just take a picture with that one guy from super crew.
to more funnel cake!
to deep talkin' on the way home 'cause the group was tryna keep me awake <3
to fusion.
to DANCE.